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I feel that I’m wasting my life at home. Yeah I know that I’m still a kid but it’s still my life as well.
I get up on Monday, go to school and learn nothing, come home, do homework then sit around doing nothing because I haven’t got any entertainment in my house. I sit around trying to ignore my parents having the same arguments over and over again. Weekend comes, and I do the same thing, just for ten times as long.
Nothing much ever happens, but I have loads of things that I want to do when I leave home. I want to be a car mechanic, and I don’t plan on getting married - I want to be FREE!
I’ve felt like this since I was ten. How can I make the time go faster? More than 4 years until I can get away from here. Anyone feel this way or got any suggestions on how to improve life. Money’s an issue as well so it’s gotta be free.
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I posted a question earlier and I most likely worded it wrong due to the high amounts of triptifan in my system and the late hour but people ignored the question and went straight to being cruel because i said i was a stay at home mom. When did being a stay at home become a bad thing? I mean it’s not like I sit around all day watching tv (in fact I rarely ever watch tv) or eating bons bons. lol. i get up at 6am and get 1 child ready for school and on the bus then i have to turn around at 7am and begin again with my 2nd child (they have different hours). after the kids are off to school I spend all day cleaning the house with the exception of lunch and then when they get home I help with homework, cook dinner (a 3 course meal 99% of the time), and make sure the kids are showered and in bed on time. Both my kids are model students and my oldest is a high honor roll student (received the presidential gold award last year for being on the high honor roll all year long) and created a club in her school for bullied kids to help boost their self esteem and my youngest though only in kindergarden is doing very well also. we live with my parents but even if i was working we would live here because we are all very big on family and it would break my parents hearts if we weren’t here not to mention my children and mine. they work full time and support us and i’m the live in maid, auto mechanic, plumber, cook, whatever they need. it all works out. i don’t really care what people think of me but i was surprised that so many people were so negative and thought that my job was any less important because i didn’t get paid or have to leave my home to do it. i even took the question down after reporting one extremely crude individual. if we have the means to allow me to be here 24/7 for my kids then why shouldn’t we do that? believe me i feel awful for the parents who have no choice in the matter. i really think that we would all be better off if 1 parent could be home with the kids. no it’s not your average 9-5 job. parents work 24 hrs a day with no vacations and little gratitude and then a lot of them have to have at least 8 hr a day jobs on top of that. or at least i don’t get any vacations. my parents don’t babysit so it’s not like i’m someone who goes out and shirks her responsiblity. i guess being in the house has made me ignorant to the way the world thinks. i just don’t understand why being a stay at home mom is such a bad thing? Read the rest of this entry

I got this sharpener:http://www.oppictures.com/standard/EPI16…
Its kinda broken cause of my idiot brother ( 10 years old ) and stuff. He said he was “bored” so he broke a $40 pencil sharpener. Now i have to search for a good pencil to do my homework and stuff.
My brother stuck a small pencil into the hole and i cant get it out. Stupid brother
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My mum has always told my sister that she thinks she should become a scientist because she’s too smart for anything else (shes predicted an A*). She talks about school alot with her and encourages her to succeed in her dreams etc.
Whereas, with me she never talks to me about school asks me how my day is or anything, I’ve talked about this before with her and she tends to nag at me about homework instead of talking about future plans.
Yesterday I asked her what she thought would be a good career for me and she told me to be a mechanic. I’ve never expressed any interest in cars whatsoever and it just feels like she doesn’t really know me at all. Along with the fact that I do kind of regard being a mechanic with not being all that smart, certainly compared with being a scientist so i took that to be an insult.
My sister is doing her final exams now so i do understand that she needs alot of support, but this has been going on for a long time now.
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